Day 100 – Late and a Bad Spot

August 30th, 2010

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Half Moon Pose or Ardha-Chandrasana 8/10/10

Half Moon Pose or Ardha-Chandrasana 8/10/10

I walked into class today during the second set of beginning breathing.  Not cool.  What was even not cooler was the fact that all the spots in the front of the room were taken.  Ugh.  So I went to the back and found a spot so that I could at least see myself in the mirror.

And then some jackass came in after me and put their mat right in front of me and stood right in front of me.  Who does that?  Who is that inconsiderate?  And believe me there was plenty of room to find a spot where she didn’t have to be right in front of me.  And I would have given her the benefit of the doubt for walking in late and being flustered and putting her mat and body right in front of me – rather than 12 inches to the left or right – but when she had time to settle down, she still didn’t budge!

Other than the beginning of class, it went well.  I do not know the name of today’s instructor – although I have had her before.  I like her very much – her voice is sometimes very babyish but I like the soothing effect it has on me and I also like the amount of time that she takes in postures and in savansana.

Half Moon Pose or Ardha-Chandrasana 8/10/10

Half Moon Pose or Ardha-Chandrasana 8/10/10

Today’s pose is Half Moon Pose or Ardha-Chandrasana.  I don’t care for the pictures of this one ever because my hips are always a little bit off because I don’t have a mirror to look at to balance them when I am taking photos for the website.

I was feeling poorly in this pose for the last few weeks, but felt good in it today, so I am pleased with the adjustment there.

I’ve been talking to my doctor through e-mail about my digestion and have been telling him about how a drink I drink after yoga really helps.  It’s called Shakeology®.  A friend of mine introduced it to me when I told her about my pooping problems.

It comes in two flavors – chocolate and green berry.  Shakeology® has protein, essential amino acids, prebiotics, digestive enzymes, antioxidants, phytonutrients and a daily dose of vitamins and minerals.

I didn’t drink it consistently from the start, but now I do and I just told Bill the other day that I think I feel worse when I don’t have it.  And I honestly do.  Moreover, my dumps have increased again to two a day, which I am more than pleased about.

I mentioned to my doc how frustrated I was about my weight loss this year and he said, “This year you have the disadvantage that you are not thyrotoxic, so your metabolism has slowed down.  But muscle mass will not yet have fully recovered, so in fact, for your age and weight, it’s likely that the resting metabolism is actually still slow.  Easy enough to measure, if we need to.”

I see him in October.  We will be discussing.  Fucking thyroid disease.

Namaste.

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Day 99 – Irritated!!!

August 18th, 2010
Standing Deep Breathing or Pranayama Series 8/10/10

Standing Deep Breathing or Pranayama Series 8/10/10

Can you feel the emotion from those exclamation points?  I hope so.  I was so irritated today – my sweat was bothering me, by hair was bothering me, my clothes were bothering me – ugh!  Of course, by the end of class, I got over myself.

Today’s posture is Standing Deep Breathing or Pranayama Series and guess what?!  It annoyed me today too!  I couldn’t get in the deep breaths that I wanted to get in and when I would try it wouldn’t go any deeper – so frustrating.

But you may notice that this starts my new round of photos – outdoor photos – I really like the outdoor photos for their light and clarity – not to mention, it was a lot more fun doing yoga outside – so I think I will do the next series outside too.  I bet Bill cannot wait to take more photos of me.

Class was pretty full this morning – for the 6:20am - I think there were 15 people in there.  Mark – the attendant behind the desk when you first get to class said something about how I must have liked the class the night before because there were only 2 students – one being me – and turned to Maria and said that I liked small classes – and must have liked the one on one attention.

Standing Deep Breathing or Pranayama Series 8/10/10

Standing Deep Breathing or Pranayama Series 8/10/10

I think that’s where the irritation began!  I do not like attention!  I do not like one on one attention – but I do like when there are enough folks that the instructor isn’t focused on me, but rather on the class’s syncronicity – and when there aren’t a lot of people in the class to stare at my ass.  Because seriously after having to look at my ass in the mirror yesterday – I don’t need to repeat that.

I am so exhausted right now that I am thankful that I work from home – I am going to go take a shower and then hop back into bed for a few hours.

I am also thinking about walking today for my run – my knees are really killing me and I think it’s time they get a break.

I’m excited for tomorrow, because a friend of mine who coaches field hockey for our high school alma mater has asked me to help tomorrow – and any chance I have to pick up a field hockey stick – I will do it.  In fact, I believe that if I lived in the Northeastern USA where there are adult club teams, that I would not be as fat as I am - because I would have been motivated to kick some ass.

Namaste.

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Day 98- Gentle Hatha, My Ass

August 17th, 2010
Spine Twisting Pose or Ardha-Matsyendrasana

Spine Twisting Pose or Ardha-Matsyendrasana 5/12/10

I went to class tonight from 8:30-9:30pm.  This morning was a 90-minute class and I just get too fearful that I am going to get a headache.  Actually, the owner of the studio, who I have been e-mailing with today (I used to exchange yoga for working there – so I know her on a different level) asked me how my breathing was and said that my headache could be due to breathing!  WHAT?!  That seems sooo crazy.  Anyone know.  I mean, I understand, maybe how I could get a headache from holding my breath – but I DON’T DO THAT – it’s more like catching my breath sometimes. 

So I went for a 2.2 mile run about 45 minutes before class started, because the class is called, “Gentle Hatha” – so I’m thinking it’ll be a lot of good Yoga stretching – perfect for after a run.  It did have some great stretching towards the end, but Maria (who also teaches tomorrow morning’s 6:20am – which I will be attending) didn’t keep this class gentle, well, in my terms of gentle.  We must have stood in warrior pose for 10 minutes (on each leg!) - my thigh cramped a billion times and I felt like I was walking with two cinder blocks on my legs!

I did like it though -it was challenging.  I liked the offering of different postures to stretch and work things that I don’t work with Bikram yoga poses.

Spine Twisting Pose or Ardha-Matsyendrasana 5/12/10

Spine Twisting Pose or Ardha-Matsyendrasana 5/12/10

There was only Maria, another lady and me in the class – which is probably the reason that Mary, studio owner, is going to stop the class at the end of August.  I will try and make it the rest of August though as if tonight was any indication, I need the help, that’s for sure.

One thing I didn’t like is that we ended up not always facing the mirror – so in some of the inversion postures, I ended up looking at my ass and vag – not my idea of good times.  Not to mention that it seems like all the effort I am making with these classes and running seems null and void when it comes to slimming my frame.  FATTY!

I’ve gotta get in the shower and get to bed – my next yoga class is in 8 hours!

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Day 97 – Feelin’ It

August 16th, 2010
Head to Knee Pose Stretching Pose or Janushirasana

Head to Knee Pose Stretching Pose or Janushirasana 5/12/10

That’s right when you’re MIA from yoga for awhile, you end up feeling how out of shape you are!  I hope I can spring back in no time at all.

This morning’s instructor was Steve and he has the most wonderful voice so it was a delightful class other than I sucked this morning.  I got sick in camel pose and came out early of locust pose.  I rock.

While I was missing from my blog last week, I was not missing from Yoga.  I went to my parents’ house and my mom took photos of me doing yoga poses by their pool – so I should have cool new photos on the blog soon.  I just have to finish reducing their size – which takes a fair amount of my time.

Today’s pose is Head to Knee Pose Stretching Pose or Janushirasana and I am feeling frustrated in this pose because I have gone no where in it and when I got into Yoga in my early 20s, it took me no time at all to touch my toes to my forehead.  Not the case any more, my friends.  Does anyone know whether or not you are more limber in your early 20s or something?  I know I am fatter now, but I just don’t get it overall.

Head to Knee Pose Stretching Pose or Janushirasana 5/12/10

Head to Knee Pose Stretching Pose or Janushirasana 5/12/10

Two days ago I decided to start running again, so my knees feel like they are on fire – which didn’t help in yoga -and the fact that I’ve been running, I think also made me tighter than I usually am – so I was pleased to do some yoga this morning to stretch everything out.

My boyfriend (Bill) is convinced that you don’t lose weight in Yoga.  Frankly, I don’t understand how I can bust my balls, sweat my balls off and have an endorphin rush afterwards and not be burning calories.  I think because my fatass hasn’t shed the pounds, that’s why he is under this impression.  Hmmm.  Oh, btw, I don’t have balls – just like those expressions.  Anyway, if any readers have any insight – I’d appreciate if you’d leave a comment below about yoga and weight loss.  Cheers!  Namaste.

Oh!  Almost forgot – a friend of mine has started a wonderful blog about yoga, healthy eating and her workouts!  I love the way she writes.  Check out Christina’s blog at www.ilovefetacheese.com.

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Day 96 – Better Late Than Never

August 5th, 2010
Head to Knee Pose with Paschimotthanasana Stretching Pose 5/12/10

Head to Knee Pose with Paschimotthanasana Stretching Pose 5/12/10

Somehow I walked into class yesterday while they were ending round 2 of the beginning breathing.  I was only 1 minute late, so my guess is that Maria started early.

It was a good class and again I had so much on my mind as to things I wanted to get done that I sorta forgot that I was in class and what we were doing.  I know my mind isn’t supposed to wander, but I like when it wanders because then I am better about getting through the class.  When I am t hinking about the posture that comes next, class isn’t as rewarding for me.

I am milking the Head to Knee Pose with Paschimotthanasana Stretching Pose photos for all they are worth because I don’t have time to take new photos and I need to take new photos soon!

Sorry for the short pose, but not too much to mention today!

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Day 95 – Are You There, God?

August 2nd, 2010
Head to Knee Pose or Janushirasana 5-12-10

Head to Knee Pose or Janushirasana 5-12-10

Isn’t that the name of a movie?  I am too lazy to Google it right now to find out, but I think that it is and eventhough I haven’t watched the movie, I felt like I was asking that in Yoga class this morning – well, maybe not ASKING that but wondering things about life and what not.

Today’s instructor was Lauren and I remember vividly before the start of camel pose about something totally separate from Yoga and then Lauren saying, “alright, the next pose is camel pose.”  And I thought to myself, “seriously?  we’re already on freakin’ camel pose? how did we get here already?”  My mind had been somewhere else all morning – maybe all the things I want to do for my business but don’t have the money to do or all the things I want to get done…not really sure.  It was probably a combination of the two.

Today’s pose is Head to Knee Pose or Janushirasana.  I am getting worse at this one as my hamstrings and quads feel equally as tight, but maybe it’ll get better as the week progresses.  Namaste.

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Day 94 – Body Odor

July 28th, 2010
Sasangasana or Rabbit 5/12/10

Sasangasana or Rabbit 5/12/10

So when I was going through my Graves Disease and figuring out which holistic measures might work for me, I read an article about how anti-perspirant might be one of the causes of breast cancer.  Why?  Well there is some aluminum part that is in an anti-perspirant that helps you not sweat by clogging your pores – and when you sweat you get rid of toxins, so if you are clogging your pores with aluminum stuff, then you are keeping the toxins inside.

So I decided to stop wearing deodorant.  And just to clarify – deodorant isn’t  a problem – it’s the ones with anti-perspirant that have the pore clogging thing.  Nonetheless, the only anti-perspirant deodorant that I liked was Ban and they do not make just a deodorant in a solid, so consequently, I have not found an alternative and my BO or body odor isn’t all that pleasant to be around.

Sasangasana or Rabbit 5/12/10

Sasangasana or Rabbit 5/12/10

My cousin suggested Toms of Maine - but I am waiting for it to go on sale at CVS – because I love to use coupons when things are on sale as then I feel like I am getting the best price.  

Does anyone reading this blog use Toms of Maine?  How do you like it?

Today’s pose is Sasangasana or Rabbit pose.  If you’ve been reading my blog for awhile, then you know I refer to this as cleavage sniffing pose.  Not much to say about this one other than when I do it in the 60 minute class, like this morning’s class, I don’t get my head to my knees like I do in the 90 minute class – I guess I just am not as stretched out in the 60 minute class.

Namaste.

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Day 93 – Substitute

July 26th, 2010
Ustrasana or Camel Pose 5-12-10

Ustrasana or Camel Pose 5-12-10

Barbara, the lady that usually checks people in on Tuesdays and Thursdays and who sometimes attends class was our instructor this morning.  She told me as I went into the room that she was nervous because she wasn’t used to the 60 minute classes – and I told her not to worry that someone would surely instruct her if she goofed!

Sure enough people did. 

There were also two new people today.  Which, of course, didn’t help matters.

Class went over by about 5 minutes and we ended up only doing one round of Rabbit pose.  Which really was fine.

When I was leaving the two newbies were out in the hallway talking to Barbara about Ustrasana or Camel Pose, which ironically is today’s pose.  They were saying how sick it made them and that they were concerned about that pose.

Ustrasana or Camel Pose 5-12-10

Ustrasana or Camel Pose 5-12-10

I remember when I first started doing Camel and thought that there was no way that I was doing the pose right because it made me so sick to my stomach.  But if you are a yogi, then you know that camel ends up cleansing your liver of toxins, so that’s why it makes you sick feeling.  I still can get a 1-2 second bit of sick feeling from it, but that’s about all.

Although Barbara held postures for way too long, she did give us 30-45 seconds in savasana, which I always welcome.  I really do enjoy longer savasanas, so that I can think about my pose longer.  Unfortunately, though, that’s why we ended up going over by 5 minutes – and that doesn’t include the final savasana - so if you count that then we went over by 10 minutes.  I am sure the folks that had to get to work on time were a little pissy.  I tried to relax and enjoy my yoga session and not take on the stress by putting myself in their shoes.  I don’t know if that is selfish or not.

Namaste.

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Day 92 – Packed

July 21st, 2010
Ardha-Kurmasana or Half Tortoise Pose

Ardha-Kurmasana or Half Tortoise Pose 5/12/10

It was really hard for me to get up for yoga this morning, but I told myself that I already missed Monday and Tuesday – so had to get up.  And so I did – was not expecting 20 cars in the parking lot when I pulled up with 2 minutes until class started – and moreover, there were 4 cars pulling in behind me at the same time!

Who knows why it was so packed this morning, but it is a trend that I would like NOT to continue.

Ardha-Kurmasana or Half Tortoise Pose

Ardha-Kurmasana or Half Tortoise Pose 5/12/10

Today’s posture is Ardha-Kurmasana or Half Tortoise Pose.  I will be amazed if my ass ever is on my heels in this pose – I guess there is always room for hope!  I am still really tight in hero’s pose as well.  I would like for that trend to stop.

Nothing interesting happened today in class and because I was so tired, I think I end up having a different state of mind – almost like a more meditative one where I am concentrating on things that don’t really matter, rather than planning my day – which is what I usually do and which I know is one of the big No-Nos.

I am freezing as I write this – because I have yet to shower and my clothes are soaking wet – and being in air conditioning isn’t cool right now.  I am trying to write right when I get home from class so that I don’t forget to post or so I don’t get distracted with work.  Off to shower!

Namaste!

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Day 91 – Super Friday Fun Day!

July 16th, 2010
Supta-vajrasana or fixed firm pose

Supta-vajrasana or fixed firm pose 5/12/10

As I am going through these posts, I just realized that it might be time for another photo session because I am already at Supta-vajrasana or fixed firm pose, so that means I don’t have a lot of photos left.

As usual, Friday delivered like it always does – flew by and was a great class.  Aaron really does go warp speed through the class and it is funny that he used to annoy me so much, because now I sorta want to hug him, I enjoy his classes so much.

Supta-vajrasana or fixed firm pose

Supta-vajrasana or fixed firm pose 5/12/10

Today’s pose is Supta-vajrasana or fixed firm pose and honestly, I cannot get that far in this pose anymore.  I don’t know what it is, but I have got super tight hips and I can barely get my butt to touch the ground when I place it between my heals.  Not sure why that is, but it ain’t pretty.  And honestly, based on these photos, I think it is obvious that I wasn’t ready to go as far down as I am. 

Nonetheless, I hope my tight ass hips decide they want to open up sometime soon because I really do love this posture when you can be laying down in it with your arms above your head criss-crossed (you don’t stop…). 

I asked about Saturday classes yesterday and they told me that they were really busy, which of course, totally doesn’t make me want to attend them!  So I will be going again on Monday.

How often do you go to yoga classes?

Namaste.

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